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xmas day
12/25/21 The day was filled with cheer for whatever reason, i guess the loss doesn't always hit you when you might expect and sometimes...
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Take it easy
12/21/21 Funny how busy you can get trying to take it easy
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Big pictures
12/20/21 Still processing the old pics I looked at yesterday......covering first xmas into my twenties........it is opening up a deeper...
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Thread
12/12/21 Noticed how i'm somewhat stunned by my family being gone, even all these months later. Also seeing how music is becoming a...
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Time
12/8/21 Listening to another group of mix discs, this time from the first half of 2018. Transported to that place and time where and when...
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Silver Linings
12/6/21 Hearing the songs Sandy, Carlos and I played together again has been so satisfying and filled me with such gratitude and...
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Nashville/Memphis trip 2004
12/2/21 Been listening to the 5 mix discs I made for the first time since I took the trip to Memphis and Nashville with my mom and...
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"They're singing 'Deck the halls' but it's not like Christmas at all"
11/26/21 "They're singing, 'Deck The Halls' But it's not like Christmas at all 'Cause I remember when you were here" -Sung by Darlene...
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Thanksgiving
11/25/21 Thanksgiving highlighted the strong contrasts that exist at present. So much to be thankful for including a table of fantastic...
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The calm after the storm
11/23/21 Organizing pictures I came across the four photos I have of my mom an hour after her death. It was the first time that I looked...
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Personal space part 2
11/22/21 Not that every aspect of it strikes me as healthy, but the hysteria over Christmas season hasn't bothered me much for years and...
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Personal space
11/21/21 Every now and then since the last of my immediate family has died, I have this weird feeling hit me that it is game over. The...
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First snow
11/20/21 Up late watching the first snowfall gather on the ground in the light of the nearly full moon. Yogi perched in the window...
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Songs from the labyrinth
11/18/21 Listening to Sting's Songs from the labyrinth album in the very early morning hours. Quite affecting with the winds outside...
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Yogi
11/16/21 What a pleasure to have Yogi for a companion.
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The search is over
11/14/21 "to look for heaven Is to live here in hell" - Sting Heard that lyric again today and really had to keep saying it in my head...
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Grandma
11/13/21 Happy birthday, Grandma and Thank you for everything! I miss you "Sweet Caroline" played in a store today and I was overcome...
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Resolution
11/12/21 Conflict resolution is the only meaningful aim in even bringing up the topic of a conflict.
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Thursday
11/11/21 It is a Thursday and it feels like tomorrow is a Saturday but today doesn't feel like a Friday
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Now and then
11/10/21 Going through some older recordings, 18 years worth, getting inspiration for new music. Thrilling to be able to get with it,...