11/21/21
Every now and then since the last of my immediate family has died, I have this weird feeling hit me that it is game over. The loss of those closest to you who care about every single thing you experience leaves me feeling as if i'm living in a vacuum. Sure I have lots of friends who care, but still there is a real feeling i'm on an island, very remote and what I experience is of no consequence to anyone else. Why that should even feel as if life itself has lost meaning is the real puzzle since the experience still matter to me, but something in me wants these experience to be shared with others at times, the joys and sorrows seem to be something that better kept out of isolation. I am others.
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