So, to speak

2/5/22

Realizing the extent of how much of communication between immediate family was energetic, beyond words. And to lesser degrees between others I have known for a long time or spent much time.

I suppose it occurred to me today thinking of how it was four years ago today that my mom had her first stroke and there is a feeling of being a foreigner to everyone now that no one speaks that energetic language with me that immediate family did. But there is also the awareness of feeling closer to all as that ability is available between myself and everyone, just takes presence, not even physical closeness.